"Soooo who else rode the Shakira train? I mean that's a tunnel that can't take but so many rail roads..."

Hey.
This is gonna be short again.
The past few days have been rollercoaster-ish.
I've been battling internal issues.
And no, I don't mean poop.
But I have someone new to help me through these issues.
Tehehe.
His name is Shane.
And he just happens to be amazing.
He's my favorite You-tuber ever, and we've been hanging out lately anddd yeah.
Anywho.
Wes and I split completely.
For a while, anyway.
He asked me to come to lunch the other day.
I reluctantly agreed.
We ate and he's like "So. What's up with us?"
And I'm like "You tell me."
"I think we need a break. I mean Allie, I still love you. I really do. So much that it hurts. But I just think we're starting to drive each other crazy because we need some time apart. Let's just do it as a test. As an experiment. Who knows what will happen?"
"Well what does this 'experiment' include?"
"Whatever you want it to."
"Wes, don't do that. What does it mean?"
"If you want to date someone else, be my guest."
"That's not necessarily what I was asking, but okay."
"And no, I don't have anyone else on the side that I'm seeing while we're on a break, but I can't guarantee that I'll stay single for a long time."
"Cocky much?"
"You know it."
"How long is this going to last?"
"I don't know. What do you think?"
"I don't know. Two weeks?"
"No. Longer. Three weeks."
"Why not just make it a month?"
He looked at me funny.
"Sure. A month. Then we'll meet up and see what it is then."
"Okay."
"And I'll come get my stuff that I need out of the apartment tonight."
"Okay."
"Okay then. Thanks for joining me for lunch. See you tonight."
"Why are we making this sound so formal? I mean did we not get engaged a few months ago? You're acting like we're total strangers. It wouldn't be so awkward if you didn't make it that way, you know."
"Whoaaa, I didn't see a crab on your plate but apparently it must have slid down into your pants! Where is THAT coming from?"
"I'm just aggravated that you're treating me like some random girl from 5th Street that you've never met before and clearly we're closer to each other than we are to anyone else in the world."
"True."
"So why don't you talk to me about why you're really angry, instead of all this 'month off' nonsense?"
"Oh so it's nonsense now?"
"It was nonsense to begin with, but I'm saying- why can't we sit down and talk about this like adults?"
"Well you see, that's kind of hard to do when half of the group doesn't know the meaning of the word 'adult.'"
"Yeah, your half! I mean we've been mad at each other for so long that I don't even remember why we fought in the first place."
"You spend too much time with Jesse."
"What?! THAT'S why you're mad?! First of all, I hardly ever see him! And secondly, he's my best friend, so what do you expect?"
"So he's worthy of more of your time than I am? That hurts, Allie. It really does."
"If you weren't so self-conscious, Wes, then maybe you wouldn't be hurt. I mean we just talk online mostly, and on the phone occasionally. If you want to see what we talk about, let me know and I'll show you our conversations. I mean its not like we're trashing you or anything."
"Also, I don't appreciate how you've just decided to get so attitudinal with me all of a sudden."
"Yeah, because you seem to be hiding stuff from me, and when I ask you what's up or what you've been up to all day you seem like you don't want to tell me. THAT's what I don't appreciate!"
"Well right about now, I don't appreciate you, Allie, and I don't think you appreciate me, or all that I've done for you either."
"That's what you think huh?"
"Yup."
"Well think what you want, Wes. I'm gone. If you decide you want me back, you know where to find me."

I walked out.
I don't need his mess.
I have Shane to help me.
He's awesome.
So yeah.
We had this hilarious night the other night.
Like okay.
We were just dancing around like idiots, and we started doing this really nerdy dance, and we got the idea to put on his nerd outfits that he uses for his videos.
So we each had on khaki shorts, a vertical striped dress-kinda shirt from Hollister, black rimmed glasses, suspenders, and black tennis shoes.
Then we were laughing and whatnot.
And all of a sudden I was like "Shane, if it weren't for these suspenders I would have my SHORTS ON THE GROUND, SHORTS ON THE GROUND, I'D BE LOOKIN PRETTY COOL WITH MY SHORTS ON THE GROUND, WITH MY BLACK-RIMMED GLASSES, KHAKI SHORTS ON, SHORTS HIT THE GROUND, PEOPLE CALL ME A NERD BUT I'M LOOKIN PRETTY COOL, WALKIN IN THE CLUB WITH MY SHORTS ON THE GROUND GET IT UP, HEY!"
I literally thought both of us would pee ourselves before we could get to the bathroom.
Soooooooooooo hilarious.
The funniest part?
He taped our funny nerd dancing and we also took pictures of our little nerd outfits and whatnot.
And he still had the camera on when I was doing my little song.
I had the nerdy movements to go with it too!
And I even did my nerd voice!
That squealy, nasal-ish one.
It's hilarious.
Andddd he said he was gonna put it on YouTube.
I dared him to!
Hahahahaha.
He's great.
So yeah.
Other than that, my life has been okay.
I went to Richmond on Saturday.
Relaxed on Sunday because we were all so tired from our trip.
Rode around and looked at super nice houses with Ma and went shopping on Monday.
Went to take stupid SOLs on Tuesday.
Went to the doctor with Mama on Wednesday. They think she might either have arthritis or fibromyalgia. I felt the pain for her :(((
So yeah.
Then today we went grocery shopping.
And hung out.
Then Laura came over and we had a super fun conversation.
Pretty fun stuffffff :]
And Shane's been staying with me for the past few nights.
That's cool.
He's here now.
That's awesome.
So we're gonna go do some random stuff.
Probably go clean up my room some more since it's terribly un-organized.
We were going through my closet earlier and basically played with my clothes and had bunches of fun.
And we didn't clean up from it so we'll probably go do that now.
Thennnnnnn I'll probably go to bed.
Seeing as how I have to get up early tomorrow to go to LHS to see TWINNNN !!!!!!!!!!
Oh how I love thee, Jesse.
So yes.
Tonight has been great and tomorrow seems to be playing out the same way.
SHABBA !