Thank you, baby, for introducing me to this song before you left.
I swear, it will be my saving grace tonight.
"Walking around, looking for a way,
But no one tells me which way to go.
I'm caught up in a world,
A labyrinth, a maze,
Where yes men could easily be known.
I ask them no questions,
They give me no answers,
Following the wise,
But they're walking in Pampers.
Give me a cigarette,
Smoking my cancer.
Drink the pain away
But I still have no answers.
I'm lost on a road,
Don't know which way to go,
I'm losing my mind,
Losing control of the wheel
And I'm swerving,
On and off the road.
I'm lost on a road,
But survival is a must,
Don't know who I can trust,
I'm living in a rush,
I don't understand the fuss,
My brain is bout to bust.
I think I'm losing it,
I might be losing it,
I just might lose,
Am I losing my mind?
And I'm so confused,
I don't know what to do,
And I need a clue
Before I run out of time.
Am I losing it?
Am I losing it?
I think I'm losing.
I'm losing my mind.
Am I losing it?
Am I losing it?
I think I'm losing,
I'm losing my mind.
I-I-I-Ima need counseling,
I lost my mind and still haven't found it.
I used to be so well-rounded.
But now I tiptoe on hell's boundaries.
F F. Baby, A.K.A. crazy.
Trapped in a maze, therefore I am amazing.
Block E the doc, I'm just a patient,
And even with Navigation,
I'm lost on a road,
I... I... I don't know what's wrong with me
But... but I'm a keep that styrofoam with me (styrofoam, styrofoam, styrofoam).
I'm lost on a road,
And I don't know what's wrong with me,
Gorilla Zoe on the song with me,
He must be gone with me.
I think I'm losing it,
I might be losing it,
I just might lose,
Am I losing my mind?
And I'm so confused,
I don't know what to do,
And I need a clue
Before I run out of time.
Am I losing it?
Am I losing it?
I think I'm losing.
I'm losing my mind.
Am I losing it?
Am I losing it?
I think I'm losing,
I'm losing my mind.
I'm making this money-
Just to go spend it.
Living the good life-
Hope nobody ends it.
But who are you kidding?
Ay who are you lying to?
You know if they want you,
Best believe they will find you.
I'm lost on a road,
And there's no one to talk to,
There's nowhere to run to,
I'm going in circles,
I'm talking to myself-
Got me blazing this purple.
I think I'm losing it,
I might be losing it,
I just might lose,
Am I losing my mind?
And I'm so confused,
I don't know what to do,
And I need a clue
Before I run out of time.
Am I losing it?
Am I losing it?
I think I'm losing.
I'm losing my mind.
Am I losing it?
Am I losing it?
I think I'm losing,
I'm losing my mind."
You know, it's crazy.
That song would normally keep me torn up.
And make me cry.
And make me think of him.
And just make me upset in general.
And give me the butterflies.
And again make me think of him.
And make me wish he was here.
And make me remember the day when we first listened to this song.
And make me remember his reaction when I told him I downloaded it.
And make me remember his reaction when I told him I downloaded it and fell in love with it.
And make my nerves shoot me upside the head.
But instead.
It's so...relaxing.
Maybe because it's like.
I know where he is.
Even though we're thousands of miles part.
He's listening to this song in his head.
And in his heart.
And it's keeping him strong.
Even though it's such a depressing song based on the lyrics.
It's just.
Crazy.
I can't digest it.
Maybe I'm not meant to.
Maybe that's not the only thing I'm not meant to digest.
And you know, the more I think about these lyrics.
It's like.
Okay.
Part of this song is meant for me right now.
Like the lyrics accurately portray how I feel.
But then.
There are a couple of parts and lyrics that I'm sure just describe him perfectly at this moment.
I can't understand how one song could take on so many different meanings.
This is one deep song.
And we're two deep people.
To love it this much.
And I'm just over-analyzing stuff.
As.
Usual.
I sound like I'm writing something for an AP English class.
But this is just.
How I feel.
Which is strange.
That it took this depressing song to tell me how I feel.
I'm odd.
SHABBA!
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