"We Only Got 86 400 Seconds In A Day, To Turn It All Around Or To Throw It All Away.

Hey.
Back.
It's me.
Anyway.
Today was great.
Minus one detail this morning.
And when I posted that last blog.
So this morning.
I woke up LATE.
Like almost 11.
When I'm normally waking up around like 9.
That was crazy.
Then I literally sat there for 2 or 3 minutes because my eyes were like, stuck in the shut position.
I thought I was just still tired or something.
So finally I got up.
Went to pee.
Happened to look in the mirror when I shut the door and saw that my eyes looked swolen.
I didn't think much of it, just shrugged it off and peed and washed my hands and face and walked out.
Then I was sitting in the chair and happened to look over at the mirror near me in the china cabinet.
My eyes STILL looked swolen.
So I hopped up and looked in the mirror and it was in fact swolen reallllly badly.
The left one was hideous.
Almost swolen shut.
The right one was swolen pretty bad too.
I asked Mom if they looked swolen and she said yes.
Then we figured out what it was.
Yesterday, while Larry was here, I was out in the yard working out.
Playing soccer, volleyball, running, and attempting to do some tumbling.
I need to learn like really bad.
Here I am, a cheerleading coach and can't even tumble.
I suck.
So I started doing some cartwheels, roundoffs, attempts at handsprings.
Failed attempts, I may add.
Then I started to get dizzy and feel sick, so I stopped.
Came inside.
Got something to drink and sat down.
Relaxed for a minute.
Of course I was sweating really bad so I was wiping my face free of sweat.
My hands that had, of course, been in the pollen, ragweed-filled grass.
Both of which I'm heavily allergic to.
So yeah.
You see what happened there.

Anyway, the rest of the day was great.
Josh went off to work on a few cars.
Mom and I were here cooking (fun for us, actually), cleaning a little, and just relaxing overall.
Then Josh came home and thoroughly pissed me off.
Hence the last blog.
I probably overreacted.
But I was mad.
He came in with an attitude, no cigarettes for Mom like he had promised, and no food for HIMSELF like he so rudely said he was going to get on the way home.
Then he was yelling about stuff and just being a general jerk.
And I was just like "How does one person come in and ruin my day like that? Is it possible?
Anyway.

So now I'm doing nothing.
I took some allergy medicine and I'm about to go to bed in a little bit.
And snore.
And dream.
And all that :)

Shane's good.
I just talked to him earlier.
He's in Dallas at an audition.
:)
I love him to pieces.

So yeah.
I'm basically lost for words.
I have nothing exciting to report haha.
Today was WAYYYYYYYY less stressful than the past few days have been.
Lately I've been on edge like crazy.
Today I was just relaxed.
That's good :)
I mean the stressful situations are still there, but I was able to kind of avoid them for a while.
Mentally and actually too.
So yeah.
Now I'm looking for a dress.
Shane wants to take me to this dinner thing next weekend.
I need a white dress.
He's willing to buy it at any price, he said.
Even if its like $500.
So that's... wow.
I'm looking at this one that's like $199.
That's good compared to his original estimate of $500.
And I have the perfect shoes to go with it.
I mean it's an outrageous price for a dress, I know.
But apparently its like this red carpet gala sort of thing, so I have to look amazing.
So I'm definitely getting my hair done haha.
Nails and toes too, probably.
Wonder if I can talk him into going with me...
Hehe ;)

SHABBA!