"Living My Life Like It's Golden."

Today...was much better in comparison to the last few.
Well, so far anyway.
Suuuuure, I'm still unhappy and non-trusting and insecure and all those other bad adjectives that haunt my life like a persistent black cloud.
But I guess today it was easier to deal with.
It's quite possible that it was easier to deal with because I was greatly distracted all day.
So does that even count?
Darn.

Anyway, I found today to be a bit more...uplifting than the last few days that I've meandered through.
I didn't feel as if I was "lost on the roadddd" today, which is a sincere improvement.
I feel like I accomplished more today than I have in a long time.
Plus, I managed to rekindle a friendship (well...sorta) and strengthen another one that I care about dearly.
Anddd on top of that, my workout regiment is going well, so that's great :D.

I'm looking forward to my future as well.
I'm extremely worried about it in some aspects, but I'm looking forward to whatever comes my way.
I have faith that all will be okay, and my decisions will be justified.
And even better- I won't regret anything. No. Regrets.
Period.

So on that note, I'm going to go and finish enjoying my lovely evening.
I may just work out a bit more.
I've legitimately started to love it.
Not the working out part, of course.
Not the struggling and all that jazz.
But definitely the feeling I get when I do something correctly, and definitely the feeling that I get when I realize that even though I may not think so at certain times...I'll get to where I want to be.
I'll get there.
And that doesn't just apply to my exercising, either.
I'll get to where I want to be.
Wherever that is, I'll be there.
Save me a spot.
Reserve it.
I'm RSVP-ing with this post.
So keep it open and ready for me [DE].
I'm on my way. :)