I am a wishy-washy girl, but it's a wishy washy world.

I have a terrible case of the wishy-washies. I'm sure you all read that last post, and if you haven't, please read that before you read this. But I'm just confused because...what if he's not really cheating? What I'm just paranoid as usual? What if I'm not though? What if he doesn't see me the same way as he did before, and now he's looking elsewhere? I mean 2 months apart is a long time to think, how do I know he didn't do just that? How do I know anything? Exactly. I don't. SHABBA.