Metamorphosis.

My Senior Metamorphosis is as follows:
Speak only when spoken to. This applies to every human, animal, or object that I may encounter at any point in time. I'm tired of laying myself out there on the line for everyone to just step over and keep going, so I'm gonna put a stop to the demeaning manner of such.
Be honest when you say that you don't care what people think of me. My thing is, I just don't understand how the 6 of you think that you're gonna talk about me right in front of my face and that I wouldn't know. But it's whatever. You aren't putting any bread on my table or water in my tub, so your presence is irrelevant to me.
Don't give up. Don't even think about it. I need to delete that as an option. Here lately it's been a regular occurrence in my mind, and I'm not down with that.
Quit thinking so much about superficial, emotional matters, and focus on important things that will further my future and my progress. That pretty much explains itself.
Be less oblivious. I've got a major problem with that. Like MAJOR. And it's gotta stop..
Be optimistic, no matter what the situation. I've been so pessimistic lately, I've begun to piss my own self off, which further increases the pessimism.
Stop being a bitch to the few people in your life who care. That's for sure. That's like first and foremost.
Don't get so attached. If you are already too attached, begin to detach yourself. Good advice.
Quit being naive. If he wants you, he'll let you know. If not, he'll let you know. Probably one of the hardest, yet most obvious realizations to make.
Lose the attitude. It's unbecoming. It's becoming extremely ugly, and I don't appreciate it.
Respect everyone, but most importantly, respect yourself and demand the same respect from others. In other words, forced confidence.
Don't show your true emotions to anyone. I mean anyone. I have no idea what happened, because I used to not have a problem with this. It was automatic. But within the last, hmm, year or so? It's gotten ridiculous and I cannot seem to do quit sharing how I feel with the world.
Quit posting certain shit on Facebook. Too many nosey people in the world = too many people judging me based on my having a bad day, or saying "whatever," or getting pissed off and posting a resentful status. Be careful what you "like" on there, and who you talk to, and what you say, because just because you may think it's private, chances are that it probably isn't.
Become less indecisive. Something I've struggled with for years now, and had no luck in doing. I've gotta get better about it, though. It's interfered with my life for long enough now.
Don't make promises. It just makes you look like an unreliable idiot who can't control your life.
Refrain from talking about people. Golden Rule: "do unto others as you'd like them to do to you." All I can say is, I'm tired of being talked about negatively. So maybe I should try the Golden Rule out for a spin? I think so.
Never lie. Something I should have learned almost 17 years ago, but recently, I had a memory lapse and somehow forgot that lesson. I regret it, I do. I wouldn't be in as much physical and emotional pain as I'm in now if it weren't for the fact that I lied to literally EVERYONE in my life, including myself, but you live and you learn. I suppose I made such a mistake to be able to add this list of metamorphosis's.

And finally...(drum roll please)...

DON'T CARE. I do that too much, so I've gotta stop.

Well, all of these changes will have taken place before June 11, 2011.
This is gonna be even more of a difficult year...

SHABBA.